i'm the kind that wont listen to people telling me that playing with fire may burn me.i'm the kind that have to get burnt before learning the lesson. And the sad part is that sometimes after learning the lesson, i unlearn them and get hurt again. I wonder if i'm really ignorant or ignorant by choice sometimes. Its strange that i rather spend brain cells thinking about democracy and philosphy and GE but not spend half the time sorting out my complicated life. Maybe i thought that time will sort out the problem by itslef, somehow, magically. Too bad reality dont work that way huh.